May 20th, 2012

Timothy Martin Puralewski 's Story

Birth Year: 1974




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    God breathed in us the breath of life and we became a living soul. The very breath of God runs through our bodies, but the living soul...is God the living soul that we are his image of? The very essence of God, is it a soul? We have God's breath running through our veins but our very essence is a living soul. Is that actually a piece of the soul of God?


    A piece is not even an appropriate word. The soul of God is what God gave his creation. He breathed it into us and we became the perfect creation that can/has the ability to have the perfect union with our Creator. There is no other creation that has ever been given that choice, that freedom, that honor, that glory, that value that we have been given. And how do we respond? Is there even a choice? I know we have free will, but it any other choice even choosable? Why would we want anything else? Isn't that what we all want? What we are all created to be? How can we choose to reject that perfect union that our Creator stacked the deck so far in our favor that the deck is full of aces. Its all aces. The only way we can lose is to not play at His table.


    Why do we struggle to find a table better than all aces; especially when we know there isn't one? I believe the answer is the same one that Lucifer has...PRIDE. God has given us so much value that we begin to think that we don't need him. We can do it all on our own, which is ironic since we exist because of the breath of life that God breaths into us and causes us to be a living soul. Do we have that breath? Can we make ourselves a living soul? Why do we even try? Why do we even go there? Why can't we just accept that God did it and we can't. Why is it so hard to be humble? But in actuality, it is not hard. We make it hard.


    Jesus says, "Come." Do we believe it? There is the one word that we have to come to grips with...BELIEVE. But do we believe that we can believe? The very breath of life gives us the ability to do so. So why don't we use it? Why don't we use it for its purpose; the perfect purpose that we were given it for? Do we use our ears to smell or our tongues to see? I think that is exactly what we are doing spiritually. We are using what we have been given, what we are created to be incorrectly. We try to see things with our knees and then wonder why it's not working. That must hurt God so very much.


    So He sent His one and only Son to help us out and what did we do but reject that help as well. We can't even follow simple directions given to us in our language. How much clearer can it get? This is why the wrath of God is justified. People say, "why," and then don't hear God's response, "why not?" He loves us so much that He gives us freedom to do it right and the consequences along with it, (Revelation 1-4) and along with the freedom to do it wrong and the consequences of that as well. (Revelation) continued...


    He wrote it down for us in our language and all we have to do is read it and believe. Not reading it doesn't stop it from happening, but it can make our life very confusing because He has given us the answer to all our life, our living soul and the breath of life to execute it. Life and death are in the power of the tongue. The very breath of life we have is the very breath of God. When we speak, we are speaking with the breath of God. Am I using God's breath correctly? He told us, showed us, died for us, that we can know that answer. We just have to believe it. But do we? Do we believe all of it? If you break one commandment, you are guilty of all...breaking them all. It's all or none, (Matthew 25) double or nothing.


    Jesus says we don't have to try and do it on our own (John 17). We can be one with Him, one with our Creator that makes it all possible, every promise, every word, every action. All things...ALL. He started it and He is the finisher. There is nothing we can do but believe. He has done it all. He is all, and He is in us, being all. Jesus said greater things you will do. What is a greater thing than what Jesus did? But it's plural. What greater things can we do? Will we do? God is the Creator. Being one with the Creator, does that give us the ability to create? Jesus turned water into wine, healed many people's sicknesses, reunited hearts, raised people from the dead, cursed the fig tree, cast out demons...all for us. His love for us is so much that it broke his heart on the cross. We broke his heart. But he still loves us. Can we do the same?


    When someone breaks our heart, can we still love them? Do we still love them? Jesus commands it, but not to force us to do something that He wants us to do. He wants us to use our heart correctly as He created it to be used where we can be love and all the fruits of the spirit. Where there is no drama, there is no mess,, there is only a perfectness of being exactly how God created and then became. The breath of life, a living soul. Where God says, "You are mine," and He means it. You have his breath and His living soul. So he can rightfully say, "It's mine." And He doesn't says "is mine," wanting it back. But he says it's mine and you are mine, but I don't want it back. I want to be one with you. I want to be one with you. I want to be one with you. You can still be you, but we can be one at the same time. You are unique. I created you special, but with a special purpose as well, to be one with me. Do you believe it? Can you accept it? Choose, that is the only thing I ask of you. Choose. I gave you free will because that is what gives you immense value, immense power. You can create your own life by the decision you make.


    Many people ask me for permission to control their life, but I have given them the ability that far outweighs that: the ability to create. No other creation has been given that ability. Why don't you use it? Use it for its proper use? I give you a taste of the enormous proportions that it has in Genesis. Do you believe? Lucifer is fighting for your very soul, but it's mine. We are one, unless you reject me. How can you choose to reject me? And just to let you know as a reminder, I am jealous. I get very jealous when you choose something other than what I created you to be. And I will only wait so long (Matthew 24). As in the days of Noah, one day I will close the door of the ark and that's it. It's over. No redos. No more chances.


    Do you believe it? Try me. Test me. And I will prove it to you beyond a shadow of a doubt. You can know... I will tell you. I did tell you and I will keep on telling you and sending reminders and signs and letting you know for real, for sure, that this is it. There is no other...no other way. I am the way. And being one, your living soul is the way, the only way, the perfect way, and you know it. I created you to know it. The instructions are written on your soul, just read and follow them. Start by believing and follow up with faithfulness. Be faithful. To the overcomer, I have great rewards and it's worth it. I should know. You are worthy. You deserve it. You can do it. Just be. I want to cuddle with you on my throne. Do you know what that means? Do you understand what I am offering you? I created you with understanding.


    Choose to understand. Please, I beg you.